First Day Jitters
As with all new things there is that air of mystery. Some people love the unknown and thrive on spontaneity. Me?…well….if you have been keeping up on my blogs you’ll know that I am one for planning and organizing (basically I’m a bit of a control freak). This feeling in the pit of my stomach doesn’t just apply to potentially threatening situations. No, it applies to each and every time I am not in complete control, good or bad.
For example, I started my new career today as an Associate Programs Co-ordinator. It’s a fabulous position where I get to plan and administer all special events, dinners, parties and awards ceremonies for the employees of the organization I work for. I was ecstatic and excited and couldn’t wait to get started. You know what I was doing the night before? Silently freaking out. Sad, isn’t it. I can’t help it but when I don’t know what to expect I just assume the worst is going to happen (you know, like I’m going to spontaneously puke all over my boss or something).
Of course I keep this all inside. The worst way to freak out is to actually freak out. I handle it the way I handle other similar situations: Doing research. I needed to feel as prepared as I can be so that I feel ready (instead of feeling like puking). Fortunately, I came across this great list (gawd knows i love lists) of 10 Things every Flack’s desk should have, by Ed Lee.
I substituted #10 on Ed Lee’s list for Baileys. I can hide it better in my tea.
UPDATE: I meant to substitute #4 on the list. #10 can stay.