Sep 26
I wrote a post this morning and it wasn’t very nice.
I was angry. And sad. More angry. What can I say? It was a low moment (of many).
But it wasn’t until now that I realized it didn’t get published. It didn’t even save in my drafts. It literally vanished.
So, instead I’ll let you know that I had a great day today. It was really busy at work, I got a project done that I didn’t think could happen and we even got to go out for lunch at the Thirsty Cactus. Now, I’m playing fetch with Spanky while I fiddle on the net. Soon, Hubby will be home and we’ll cuddle while watching the Office.
Today ended up being a good day. I like being able to write that.
Jul 10
Why does it seem that we are all working triple overtime in life? Seriously, I am trying my best to simplify, to slow down and get myself more time. It seems lately that I’ve been doing the opposite.
i get excited about projects, I say ‘yes’ to everything because I genuinely want to do it. But when?
Even writing simple blog posts sometimes seems like a chore. It’s scary when the things you love doing feel that way.
Sometimes I even feel like that about my darling puppy, Spanky 2.0. She just takes up so much of my time and energy that occasionally (i will sheepishly admit) I wonder what my life would be like without her. Of course, then she does something that makes me burst a gut laughing and I realize that my life would be without a lot of joy. But I would have time.
I need to cut back on something. Something big, and not something I enjoy doing. What could it be? I really need to sit down, make a list of the big things in my life and call those people up and say “Sorry. That’s just not getting done. You’ll have to find someone else who is qualified.”
I can’t keep living my life like this. Feeling like I have no room for error. It makes me feel old and like I’m missing out on the important things.
